I think we’re done here

 4.8 @ 13:18 pace on roads.  Just a steady slog.  That’s the pace I had to execute to get it in the bank and leave a little on the bone for tomorrow.

26 actual work days left.  Medicare seems all in place.  We will do COBRA through work for the wifer when I’m done.  Need to finish the paperwork on my pension benefits.  I’ll have to move my company 401K to a new place.  There are a few other things, but mostly on top of it.  Have to clear out my computer files, phone, etc.  I’ve deleted like 150 phone numbers.

I’m staying for September to work with the new hire.  I’ll take him around and introduce him to the customers, lay out what is in progress and hopefully go make some cold calls to show the process.  This will go fast.  Then I am done cold turkey after 42 years brohan.

Low neck sweaters

 4.8 @ 12:54 pace on bike trail.

Was a time I had a checkpoint about .3 miles from wherever I lived at the time.  I’d glance at the watch and I a good idea how the run might go for the day.  Not always, but after hundreds of times it tells you something.

Habitually, I’d slowly go faster per mile and after 2 miles was pretty loosened up.  For the most part it’s definitely a negative split.  Now I am learning to be cautious.  I’m not in good enough shape to pull from the well.  It is good to be out there and after 3+ weeks I’m starting to feel like a runner.

It’s just so bloody slow.

I didn’t know you was in here

 4.7 @ 13:14 on bike trail and again I gassed out the last third of the slow step.  Big week last week with 32.2 jogged and 23.8 walked for 56.0 total.  Still counting calories.  Try and eat 500 a day less than I burn.

I’ve turned back into a sort of runner.  Shoes wet all the time that reek.  Outside and the garage always have shirts, towels and socks hanging everywhere.  Shorts rinsed out in the shower and hanging in the bedroom.  Stand aside.

That’s not Winston

 4.7 @ 13:08 pace on roads mainly.  Tired out the last third of the distance as the sun was impressive.

Mentally, the idea of going out daily has been established.  As I shed pounds and figure out the other parts it should come together.  The heat is a killer if you don’t get out at the crack of nuts.  It’s pretty simple, get up and relax/coffee for a long bit and go move around until it is done.  I’ve been walking 20 minutes after.  I’m sure that will probably shrink once I need more time running.  Of course I won’t be working soon so what’s the difference.

Halo 2

 4.7 @ 12:37 pace on bike trail.  Felt okay, petered out the last mile.  When I fade, I think about places on the Ice Age trail that are difficult.

The turn at 21.7 is a challenge.  It seems like all you do is fight a slope.  Most years when I came back through Highway 12 and across the prairie you came to that long hill entering the woods.  I always ran that because it takes forever to walk up.  I think if I ever ran out there again I would run half the hill(s) and walk the last half.

Earth cabin

 4.6 @12:17 pace on bike trail.  Felt as solid as Sears. Maybe because yesterday I ate a 1000 calories more than I have been.  Plus it was a bit cooler.

I’m just working on gradually increasing the base.  When I leave for the Boundary Waters on 8/20 and get back on 8/30 that will be a break from running.  

If I was asked what could I accomplish on the Ice Age course today, I believe I could get about 2 miles past Duffin (13 miles), which is the beginning of the open prairie on the way to 12.  So about 15 miles, but it would be at least 14:00 pace and I’d be waxed.

Stack it high

 Covered 4.6 each of the past two days…slowly.  Down to 180 pounds.  Honestly, I’m a bit worn down.

Coaching yourself is very difficult.  Simplistically, you don’t respect the experienced version of yourself.  That guy just wants to apply the governor all the time.  Total douchebag.  That’s how it goes.  I like to believe there’s some genius in it all.

It just seems easier to beat yourself into shape and let all the other stuff follow.  I’d rather run compromised most of the time and try and figure out solutions along the way, rather than be rested up and raring to go.  It’s deceiving.  It’s not supposed to be pretty.  How can we crush a few skulls when the going gets tough?